Feeling stuck.

Over the last 2 years I have felt extremely confused and unable to move forward. 2 years ago I graduated university and it was the best time of my life. Fast forward two years I’m still doing the same part time job I was doing then and another part time job I hate.

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I feel completely stuck in my life, every route I think to take presents a problem and a risk I’m not sure whether to take, so I overthink every possible outcome or solution to the point where I just can’t be bothered anymore and forget that path and think of a new one which leads to a vicious cycle.

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All the while being completely stuck in the same place for even longer and becoming more anxious and depressed every time I don’t know what to do.

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I feel completely isolated and on my own in this situation, everyone has there own ideas and opinions on what and who I should be but no one actually tries to help until I have another mental breakdown when I don’t what or need their own opinion. I wish I was more confident and believed in myself maybe then this wouldn’t be a problem.

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It is extremely hard to navigate yourself in a world which is moving 100 mile an hour and where nobody really cares for you. Sometimes I wish I could just get off.